anne

2010-05-08T21:37:00.001+08:00

ON HIATUS.

<3 BEAST

2010-03-27T07:01:00.004+08:00

salam everyone! (:

im not gonna be updating this blog like, everyday so,
dont really have to visit this blog lah eh. now, i'll like to dedicate a post to this one
hamba Allah thats .. ( really getting on my nerves ) i dont care if you'll read it or not,
but yah, if you do --> THIS IS FOR YOU.

HI *inserts name*,

can i say that i really know the worst side of you now?

or maybe, thats just the pre of it eh. there's more to what ive yet to know.

if you think, girls are meant for you to play with, then you've played with the wrong one.

your ego must be super big yah.

do you even know that you're making rumours about me?

OH. YOU WANTED TO DEFEND YOURSELF RIGHTTT.

thats why you purposely put me in the badddd light. TRUE THATTT.

dah gitu, hipokrit pulaaaa.

* while typing this, i really feeel like slapping your face and yell at you *

thanks eh *inserts name*. sebelah mata pun, saye dah tkle pandang muke awak.

sudah lah. tak perlu nak bermuke-muke lagi. tak malu ke?

&sesungguhnya, selama ini saye meminta petunjuk dari Allah.

ternyata dan terbukti, dah banyak sangat petunjuk yang saye terima.

whatever it is, if you ever dare say anyth else to YOUR friends about MY friends,

and of course, i get to know about it,

YOU ARE SOOO GOING TO GET IT FROM ME.

* i dont have anymore respect for you*

im not angry for what you did to me. well, though i didnt expect this coming. -.-

but im very pissed off with what you did to my friends.

~ silence doesnt mean that im SUFFERING eh. ohmyAllah. perasaaaannye budak nih.

whatever it is,

BRING IT ON, IF YOU DARE.

2010-02-05T19:25:00.002+08:00

Salam all! :D

naah. im not happy or excited.
dang. whats wrong manzxzx. HAHA.

there's a lot of input ( of wonderful/ not so wonderful ) information into my brain for the past few days. some were shocking ( gilerrrr!), some were ... predictable.

for the past few days, i took a step back and look at the stuffs thats happening around me.
and i realised, its the same instances ALL OVER AGAIN.
i went through it a lot of times and i had to pick myself up everytime i fell and hurt my emotions.
OH NO.
i used to ignore my mum's advices but now, i realised that whatever she said,
is ABSOLUTELY true laaaah.
so my friends,
if you do not want to be hurt further,
think; using your brain. not your heart/emotions.
trust me, its gonna screw you upside down if you do the latter.
im really really thankful.
my (close) friends are just a few, but they really really understand me for who i am.
Alhamdulillah, im blessed with their presence.
May Allah help us all, InsyaAllah. (:

the next post, (insyaAllah), will be on leadership.

peace.

2010-01-30T07:50:00.001+08:00

salam!

okaaay. what should i post about?
errr, nth? haha. yeah. i was thinking about that as well.

anyways, i suddenly got smth in my mind to talk about. heh heh.
i realised/heard/see that there are a few hamba Allah who are ~~unhappy~~
( or maybe, still clueless as to why i joined combo and quit my previous cca )
i knew there are a few reasons lingering around as well. HAHA. what a life.
so, i shall announce it here, for everyone to read so that there's no tanggapan buruk.
you all pun tk berdosa kalau terkasi salah info or what kan.

i want to explore moreee ( being a rebanist is fun after all! )
andd, the previous cca was too pressurising for me.
( yaya, call me kental or whatsoever. your vocab should be better than mine in this )

insyaAllah, Allah akan ampunkan dosa-dosa yang pernah kita lakukan.
Amin!

peace. (:

2010-01-18T18:49:00.007+08:00

salam all!

a very very short updateeeee. ( like real gitu -___-)
anyways,
a not random thing but at the same time, a random thought ..
( whuuut? )
hmm ..

silence in friendships doesnt mean you dont know what the other person is thinking.

HAHA. but still, that is, if the friendship is sincerely based on sincere.
WHUUUUUT? never mindddd. heh.

okay, here's what fahmi matni wanted me to post about.
how to move on and why is it that very difficult.

first part of the qn, ' HOW TO MOVE ON? '

people will tell you, its not easy. ( that includes me, HAHA )
actual fact, it is easy. very much indeed, provided, you put your mind and soul into it.
say, ' im moving on and there's no turning back. '
say, ' i'll believe that Allah has arranged for me to meet someone waay better.'
but, if you meet someone worse theeenn, dah fated lah tuh.
its your responsibility given by Allah to change the person.
easy? yes yes yes. it all about your mind. its all about INFLUENCING your mind.

next, why is it then SO DIFFICULT?

you're just not trying hard enough.
every single thing that the person does will make you go head over heels.
the only person you need to place your trust and belief in is, yourself.
think logically. this is not the right time for you to be mixed with these feelings.
unless if, you have the moneeey then can straight masuk minang uh. hahah.
but, no right? so, focus on the more important matters first.
complete your studies! lagi penting babe.
no cert, no job, no money, no kahwin. TET.
your fate has been 'confirmed' all along.
it just takes time for you to experience it.
my advice, leave this kind of things to Allah.
its none of our concerns yet.
seriously.
i know it is the same old stuff but this is what you need to believe in.

hence, note that your love is only for Allah now.
and, focus on your studies first.
insyaAllah, you'll meet the miss/ (mr) right. xD

dude, it takes time. but once you have the niat,
insyaAllah, you'll be over it. soon or not, Allah knows better.

till then,
peace!

2010-01-11T18:48:00.002+08:00

salam / peace be upon you, readers (:

this post is to tell you that i will no longer update this dearest blog of mine frequently.
very very sad, i know.
what to do.
studies are more important than all these.
however, you can do for me a little thing you know.
haha.
say a lil prayer for my friends and i as we will be taking our A levels this year.
insyaAllah, these 11 months will be a smooth sailing one.
to fahmi matni, i still rmb your request.
insyaAllah! kalau sempat, aku buat k!

thank you,

syirain hamzah.

2009-12-31T19:12:00.001+08:00

the pressure is unbearable.
im getting more stressed up.
oh Allah, help me please.

2009-12-29T10:12:00.005+08:00

salam.

2010 is approaching in a few days time! fast, isnt it?
nah, something from me before 2010! haha.

in 2009,

i understood the meaning of true love.
i understood the meaning of Islam as my way of life.
i understood the meaning of friends.

true love that is,

love for Allah swt
AND the messenger of Allah, Nabi Muhammad saw.

+ integrate Islam into our way our life.

this is what i meant.
in everything that we do, its best to stop and think,
will this please Allah or will it displease Him?
will this cause shame to my religion, my community, my family?
will my parents be proud or be ashamed of me?
the answers to these questions will then help you.
should you or should you not carry out the action.

apart from that,

BE THANKFUL.
it doesnt matter. even a few cents from your mother,
(alah, ade ke ibu yang kasi a few cents je?)
okay okay, maybe, two dollars.
thats still money okay.
when YOU are thankful then the small deeds that we do,
will please Allah as well. and will make us feel better. InsyaAllah.

as muslims, we should consider ourselves very, beruntung? yeah.
( buku- risalah menuju jannah )
' Apakah ada nikmat yang melebihi nikmat iman dan Islam? Demi Allah, tidak ada! '
does this sets you thinking?

its never too late to change our ways.
- Allah Maha Pengampun.
do our duties as a muslim well.
it will pay off in the hereafter, insyaAllah.
niat mesti betul okay.
do not change your ways, to be more pious,
for the sake of earning a spot in syurga.

and here, three mistakes that are common in our daily lives.
( la tahzan - page 280 )

- wasting time
- talking about matters that do not concern us, matters that are none of our business.
- being preoccupied with trivial issues ; listening to rumours

fuh. all this, aktiviti masyarakat melayu yang selalunya, all time favourite!
ngetop gitu lor! -.-
if you are with friends who love doing the above,
move away from them. if they do not benefit you, why should you stay close to them?
its difficult, but you can do it. ( nothing is impossible, :p)
i do not say, cannot be friends eh. but you can make full use of your time doing other things that will benefit you. aint forcing, just a reminder.

and yes, the above brings us to the meaning of friends.
most importantly, sehabat sejati.
who is my true friend? wallahu'alam.
i do not know.
im only 17. there's still a long waaay to go till i reach my old age.
and till then, i do not know who will be with me through out the next 50 years of my life.
i wish, the close friends i have with me now will be my true friends.
you know who you are. (:
oh. one thing for sure. do not order your friends around. do not force your friends to change their ways and have a characteristic in them that you want.
im not being sarcastic here, please. in general. okay, in general.
if your current friend benefits you, take good care of him/her.
constantly REMIND ( not force ) the person to fulfill his/her duties as a muslim.
however, if you said it like a thousand of times (haha, bedek lagi nih),
then its all up to him/her to listen to you or not.
we know whats right and wrong ( tapi ada masih tak faham juga, hehe).
so, doa for your friend and insyaAllah, he/she will change for the better.
we've done our best so leave it to Allah now.

Al-Kindi said;

' How is it that you want your friend to possess a specific pattern of characteristics when your soul - which is the closest of souls to you - does not always obey your commands. What right do you then have to expect another person's to follow your orders? '

[google about him if you want to know more.
his most influential work - he wrote over 361 works on a variety of subjects,
including ' The Book of Chemistry of Perfume and Distillations.']

okay, this is the closing. (haha)
i got this from - the secret for muslim.

' Satu-satunya yang perlu dikhuatir manusia tentang maut adalah -
Apakah saat Malaikat Izrail menjemput, kita masih memegang teguh iman dan Islam dalam hidup? '

alrights. i will end here.
sebelum itu, saye menyusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf sekiranya ade tersilap kate,
sehingga ade yang marah atau tersinggung. minta maaf banyak banyak.

peace!

2009-12-26T13:30:00.004+08:00

salam semua! (:

i'll reply to AN's tag first. HEH. * my tagboard sungguh small! *

to AN: there are 3 of them, all by Syamil, (budak) aljunied. yeah.
the first is, Allah. second, Hasbi Rabbi. Third, selawat pelindung diri. i hope this helps. (:

alrights. went to some wedding and food exhibition @ expo yesterday.
no, im not getting married. so, dont worry. HAHA.
whuuuuut?!

ACTUALLY,
abg nazree needed my help in recording their performance.
i mean, fauwazz's performance. so, i came down to help, with my sis.
padahal, my sister did most of the recording. HAHA!
it was Alhamdulillah, marvellous! especially, the sajak part.
subhaAllah! (:
in general, irsyadee's performance was good as well.
*rajin-rajinkan diri untuk menderma okay!
insyaAllah, kalau sedikit pun, janji niat murni, Allah akan berkati kite.
Amin!*
off to tampines later. yeah.
i have to start doing my homeworks now.
someone, force me please. -.-

oh, i'll talked about my attchment some other day. insyaAllah.

&here's smth for you all,

Katakanlah : "Sesungguhnya solatku dan ibadatku, hidupku dan matiku, hanyalah untuk Allah, Tuhan yang memelihara dan mentadbirkan sekalian alam."

surah An'am, ayat 162

peace!

2009-12-24T08:45:00.001+08:00

FINAL DAY @ SPH
OMA.

2009-12-23T08:55:00.004+08:00

salam all! (:

today will be my second last day @ berita harian.
fast eh? so, i'll have to do a coverage on retail outlets at
tanjong katong complex and joo chiat complex.
around 2pm gitu.
kalau free, turun uh. mane tau terserempak ke.
i was kidding. xD

this morning, a song was playing in my head.
it goes like this,

' kasih, dengarlah
hatiku berkata.
aku cinta kepada
dirimu, sayang.

kasih, percayalah
kepada diriku.
hidup matiku hanya
untukmu. '

WHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT?!
HAHAHA. okay, need to get ready for work.
a proper update soon. :D

peace!

haiyah. what else do you want?
make my life more miserable? -.-

2009-12-20T12:39:00.002+08:00

the part i like the most,

" wahai adikku,
janganlah adik gusar tatkala tiada lelaki yang memetikmu,
dan jangan engkau sekali-kali merendahkan dirimu,
menggugurkan diri,
menyembah tanah,
sedangkan engkau sebenarnya
telah Allah jadikan begitu tinggi martabatmu "

2009-12-20T10:47:00.001+08:00

salam.

short update!
haha.
today, my mum is cooking nasi briyani.
saaaaaaap! siape siape free, turun rumah aku beb!
NOT! i invited ppl already. heh heh. alaah, bukan kenduri lah.
nk mengeratkan silaturrahim sesama muslim.
plus, one non muslim. ( YJ! ) hehe.

"random kinda thing but,
im super thankful with how my life is now.
a few years back, i was very sensitive to changes.
i was afraid that i will lose someone i adore or maybe, friends.
now, i foresee those changes to happen and it does.
although, it happened super fast,
Alhamdulillah, im strong enough to face it.
Alhamdulillah, it doesnt affect me.
i felt like, i was mentally trained to get over stuffs that should hurt me
(like mad. chey!)
the moment it happened, accept it. look on the bright side,
motivate myself and move on.
Allah knows what is the best for me.
Alhamdulillah,
im not weak. im not fragile. like how i was before.
im really thankful."

okay. i shall stop here!
nih mcm, pre-2oo9 reflection ah.
wait till my real reflection is posted,
penat nnti korg bace.
HAHAHA.

peace!

2009-12-19T08:24:00.003+08:00

by the way, here's for you.
i got it from http://qurss.blogspot.com/
a blog that i frequently visit cause she has the wonderful way of thinking.
but, recently, i rarely visit her blog. :(
so here it is, kalau free, visit her blog as well okay.
insyaAllah, it will set our mind to thinking.

Kita sibuk mencari kesalahan orang,

kesalahan sendiri sering dilupakan.

Kita sibuk menyuruh orang berubah,

diri kita pun banyak kekurangan.

Kita sibuk menjaga tepi kain orang,

masalah kita sendiri belum tentu selesai.

Kita sibuk membetulkan orang,

diri kita sendiri pun entah ke mana hala tujunya.

Mulakan semuanya dengan diri sendiri.

Sesungguhnya yang baik itu datangnya dari Allah dan yang lemah itu dari kesilapan,kelalaian dan kelemahan kita sendiri.

i didnt want you readers to be selfish,
sampaikan tknk perbetulkan kawan sendiri.
[ kalau nk buat, biar beralas. biar beradab. ]
however, whatever that's stated above are very very true.
kalau kita tak selalu muhasabah ( atau, selalu muhasabah tapi mase repeat ),
its useless.
so, start with your ownself.

peace

2009-12-19T08:16:00.003+08:00

salam .

- im hungry ( very very )
[ at the same time , i'm still trying to lose weight ]

- lots of homeworks ( banyak to the max )
[ melampaui batas beb]

- otak = blank
[ no idea why ]

- im trying my very best to understand you , to be there for you .
[ i hope , im doing the right thing . tell me if i'm not ]

peace .

2009-12-18T07:20:00.003+08:00

salam ma'al hijrah!
berazam lah kita semua to be better muslims &
jangan abaikan tanggungjawab kita as muslims juga okay!

FIRSTLY, IM STILL TIRED.
but i'll be strong and still go to work.

SECONDLY, ANTHR INTERVIEW TODAY = WRITING ANOTHER ARTICLE. huakhuak.
they are the owners of EXOTICA FUSION KITCHEN. awesome eh?
the best part is, they'll bring down food for our photographer to snap a few photos.
BOOMZ! pe.
harap harap, dapat makan sekali uh. hahaha.
tak tahu malu lah!

THIRDLY, THE WRITE UP I WROTE SMLM DAH PUBLISH.
title, ' USAHAWAN MUDA MAHU KONGSI PENGALAMAN MELALUI BENGKEL'
yeah. tapi tkda my name lah. cause itu, kak haiza (mentor) suruh tulis.

FORTHLY, gerek juga kerje at ekoniaga site.
everyday ade benda nk buat. LOL.

LASTLY, SHOUTOUT!
final confirmation with me whether this sunday jadi or not.
via, text me lah ofcourse. hah.

OKAY, NEED TO PREPARE FOR WORK.

PEACE!

2009-12-17T07:35:00.003+08:00

salam!

fast one.
yesterday, went for the interview.
i was nervous plus scared. HAHA. first time pe!
but, Alhamdulillah, all okay. fuuuuh.
learnt a little about interviewing ppl and stuffs.
then, reached office after lunch and had to translate an english
a company which is index-based article.
hard time babe. with karyanet.com and kamus tepi saye,
not forgetting the kakaks at work to help me out,
sukses again! syukur. hahaha.
so, it may be published tmr.
you cant find my name at the article though.
cause i only translate.
but, the title is, 'Anugerah ke-18 bagi Indeks Dow Jones'
maaaak! hahah.
today, need to interview saiful rizal over the phone.
21 year old guy, if im not wrong, who coaches ppl online.
attracted millionaires and billionaire as well i think.
how awesome.
doa for me again! yay!

and i was reading one of my classmate's blog.
alamak. my hws belum doneee. banyaak lagi!
mcm mane nihhh. stay up late at night to complete them starting from today?
kalau dah terpakse, ape nk buaaat. :(

peace!

2009-12-15T17:40:00.005+08:00

salam. (:

the pic above, inspires me alot.
and i know that, i still have a long way to go.
like what i learnt from a friend,
its undeniable that i see a lot of muslim girls not covering their aurat.
sins were done here and there. everywhere.
but maybe, maybe they still do not know the importance of it.
they are still unsure about the true meaning of Islam and all.
so, who am i to look down on them or even criticise them?
however, i know the true purpose of wearing a hijab AND
ensuring that my aurat HAS to be taken care off well.
yet, am i doing what im suppose to do?
if not, shame on me. i have the knowledge but i didnt integrate it to my daily life.
PEACE, KINDNESS, INNER STRENGTH & FAITH
do i have these in me?
DO YOU?

btw,
im having a bad headache right now.
oh. it got worst while i was having my lunch. ohmanzxzx.
anyways, training over.
tmr, REAL WORLD baby!
i mean, going out to interview businessmen/women.
writing articles for BH.
insyaAllah, semua okay. doakan utk syir. Amin!

okaaaay. i think, thats all lah.
i want to have a quick bite and then, rest.
which means, try to have some sleep.
its going to be a tiring day for me tmr.

done.
peace!

2009-12-10T07:00:00.000+08:00

SALAM!

reply to tags *according to AN, tagboard aku dah jadi mcm msn. lol*

nabil: latest post..the words..mcm pernah dgr..tapi di mana ya? wakaka. Aslkm wr wb.
reply: wkmslm. haha. mcm je babe? memang pernah dgr puuun.

ahMAD: asalamualaikum. Nice blog. Reading it just made me 'insaf'. Hohoho. Link me. Thank you.
reply: wkmslm, thanks eh! LOL. insaf? (yelah tuh) hahah. syukuuuur~ btw, linked!

Farah: Salam syir!!! miss you babe. link aku tau. oh. ngan ahmad skali, jgn luper. =p
reply: salam! lolzxzx. yeah, same here. haha. dah link kaaay. due due sekali. -.-

AN: a'kum semua! tiba2 syir punya tagboard mcm msn. hahahaha
reply: wkmslm! haha. yeye. blm seteruk kat fb nih. xD

okaaaay! see korg (bdk bdk mlep) on fridaaay! who's going for the mtg eh?

2009-12-08T09:06:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah
hanya padamu aku meminta,
dan hanya padamu
ku memohon,
mohon dengan sangat.

off to police HQ.
salam!

2009-12-07T16:45:00.003+08:00

Salam semua. (:

apa khabar orang orang singapur?
sihat nggak? hahaha.
okaaaay. cut it manzxzx.
Alhamdulillah, segala urusan berjalan dengan lancar di sana.
Kita satu rombongan pun, pergi dan pulang dengan selamat.
Syukur. Terima kasih pada semua yang telah mendoakan untuk keselamatan kami di sana.
hehe.

pejam celik, masa berlalu dengan pantaaas sekali.
next year, kita semua dah J2. A levels!
wah, ade yang seram sejuk tak? hahah. insya'Allah, semua akan dipermudahkan.
perbanyakkan doa okay! Allah akan membantu + usaha dari kita sendiri.
insya'Allah, im off to PERGAS later to submit my application form.
tmr, ke JURONG police HQ utk case hp saye.
doakan untuk ain okaay! hmm. ape lagi?

oh! favourite quote yang dibawa pulang dari jogja,
" aku jatuh cinta kerna sudah terbiasa."
iya deh. pasangan pasangan remaja byk jatuh cinta kerna terlalu sangat tenung, renung antara satu sama lain. dah terbiasa melihat cowok/cewek yang diminati kan?
ape kate, kita sesuaikan teori nih dengan cinta kita pada Allah.
kita semakin jatuh cinta dengan Allah swt kerana sudah terbiasa melakukan perintahNya yang mendekatkan kita padaNya.
this can be done through,
solat fardhu, solat sunat malam, puasa di Ramadhan, puasa sunat, zikrullah dan banyak lagi.
betul tak?
semakin selalu kita ucapkan kalimah kalimah suci yang memuja Allah swt,
semakin dalam cinta kita pada yang Maha Esa.
MasyaAllah. Hanya Allah yang Satu.

thats all for today.
Salam.

2009-12-06T11:24:00.000+08:00

im baaaaaaack yesterdaaaay!
*alhamdulillah*
hahah. okay. short one.
the trip was super awesome.
cause im in it.
yeah, kay thanks. xD
no laaah. not only me. lol.
with the addition of TPjc babes and dudes
pluuuuus, the clan from Ijc, we rock the 6 days.
GEEEEEEEZ. i wish im still in jogja. -.-
TEEEEEEEET!
okaaay, getting ready for my ustzh's wedding invitation,
USTAZAH QUE! (:

2009-11-30T05:26:00.002+08:00

off to YOGYAKARTA!
3oth nov till 5th dec
jangan text tau! nnti bill dibayar lebihan gitu deh!
* doakan, selamat pergi dan pulang ya. Insya'Allah.
:D

2009-11-26T21:57:00.006+08:00

Salam semua.
Heeh. Bertemu kita lagi, di post saye yang baru.
Cepat betul masa berlalu.
dah hari raya haji pun.
Ade sesiape sibuk jage kambing tak? hahaha.

this post will be a short one. about one of the nafsu-nafsu.
saye betul betul penat. minta maaf lah byk byk.
okay, lets get started.

sewaktu research di internet, saye ade terjumpe *dgn izin Allah sebenarnya* website
berkenaan dengan nafsu. dari artikel yang saya baca tuh, ade lah bermacam-macam nafsu.
jenis-jenis nafsu itu adalah,

- nafsu amarah
- nafsu lawammah
- nafsu mulhammah
- nafsu mutmainah
- nafsu radhiah
- nafsu mardiah
- nafsu kamaliah

i will start with nafsu amarah iaitu nafsu yang paling rendah dan kotor di sisi Allah.
mengikut pemahaman saye setelah membace artikel tersebut,
nafsu ini akan menyebabkan seseorang itu untuk melakukan kejahatan sehinggakan tidak mengingati Allah.
Dengan wujudnya nafsu amarah ini,
hati seseorang itu telah diselaputi dengan dosa-dosa yang semakin menebal
sehinggakan sukar untuk dia menyucikan hatinya.
segala yang dilakukan sudah tentu, bukan kerana Allah atau untuk Allah
kerana dia lebih mementingkan kenikmatan dan kebahagiaan dunia.
apabila ditimpa musibah, dia akan mengeluh dan berdukacita.

Firman Allah: "Dan apabila Kami rasakan sesuatu rahmat kepada manusia, niscaya mereka gembira dengan rahmat itu. Dan apabila mereka ditimpa suatu musibah akibat kesalahan tangan mereka sendiri, lantas mereka berputus asa."

Mungkin juga, penyesalan tidak lagi wujud di dalam kamus hidupnya kerana terlalu terpengaruh dengan kenikmatan dunia.
malahan, hukum agama telah diketepikan.
orang-orang seperti ini selalunya berpegang kepada prinsip,
' hidup hanya sekali ' .
so, ape lagi, ' enjoy life to the fullest! '

penulis artikel itu juga menyatakan bahawa
seorang individu yang mempunyai sifat amarah ini selalu memikirkan bahawa dia seorang (sahaja) yang sempurna.
kejayaan atau kebendaan yang dia dapat, bukanlah daripada Allah.
tetapi, kejayaan ini datang kerana hasil titik peluh mereka.
walhal, rezeki dan kenikmatan yang kita peroleh itu adalah dari Allah swt.
yang paling mengerikan adalah,
sudah tidak wujud hubungan antara seorang individu itu dengan Allah
kerana nafsu amarah yang mengawal dirinya dengan begitu kuat.
tidak wujudnya hubungan dengan Allah?
Astaghfirullah.

take a look at ourselves. are we in this category? harap harap, tidak lah.
Alhamdulillah, ramai kenalan saye memang mempunyai the basics of ilmu ukhrawi.
lagi satu perkara.
jangan abaikan ilmu yang telah kita pelajari. lebih lebih lagi, ilmu agama kite.
amalkan. amalkan. amalkan.
fahamkan apa yang harus dilakukan dan amalkan.
insya'Allah, kehidupan kita akan mendapat lebih berkat.
segala ape pun, berlaku dgn izin Allah.
kalau Allah telah/hendak berikan taufik & hidayah, insya'Allah, berubah juga org tuh.

final note,
jangan sombong dengan Allah. Doa itu senjata orang mukmin! ingat tau!

" Dan Tuhanmu berfirman: "Berdoalah kepada-Ku, niscaya akan Ku perkenankan bagimu, sesungguhnya orang-orang yang menyombongkan diri dari menyembah-Ku (berdoa kepada-Ku), akan masuk neraka jahanam dalam keadaan hina dina."

insya'Allah, kita akan dapat jauhkan diri daripada nafsu amarah ini.
sekian.
wallahu'alam bissawab.

2009-11-24T23:14:00.001+08:00

don't contact me for now yeah.
mobile phone lost/stolen/not with me.
dont knw what happened. wallahu'alam.
Allah Maha Mengetahui.
till next post on nafsu, Insya'Allah,
Assalamu'alaikum wr wb.

2009-11-20T16:47:00.006+08:00

Salam! (:

Alhamdulillah, results are quite satisfying.
next year, more stress, stress and stress.
but its okay. kite menuntut ilmu Allah.
insya'Allah, semua akan dipermudahkan and though we face problems,
it can be overcome easily. Insya'Allah, Amin!

moving on ... hahah.
okay. thanks to Nabil, who gave me a book, titled :
" Rabiatul Adawiyah" - Pencinta Agung Mencari Cinta Illahi.

saya baru start baca actually. Tapi, ade sedikit backgrnd knowledge. hehe.
Masya'Allah. saya kagum dengan beliau. lebih-lebih lagi, peribadinya.
malahan, cintanya hanya untuk Allah sahaja.
Mampukah kita pastikan bahawa cinta di dalam diri kita hanya untuk Allah sahaja?
wallahu'alam.
yang penting, cinta terhadap manusia tidak boleh menandingi cinta untuk Allah.
bab jodoh nih semua, boleh tunggu. boleh diketepikan.

* mengingatkan saya dgn seorang sahabat saya. haha. penat saya membebel. Alhamdulillah, dia dah faham apa saya nk sampaikan :D *

sesungguhnya, couple couple nih memang tak perlu.
takde objectives yang tertentu puun.
which leads to, dosa yang ditanggung, lebih berat.
Na'uzubillah!
rakan rakan, belum tiba masanya untuk kita bernikah.
walaupun hati kita nih 'ye ye' berkata, "thats the right one",
istighfar! tundukkan pandangan! orang kata, dari mata ke hati kan? ish!
jadi, jangan tension tension nak cari kekasih.
nak cari teman yang setia sehingga ke akhir hayat.
NO NO. thats not the way.
kita semua tahu, Allah sentiasa ada untuk kita dalam apa jua keadaan pun.
betul? (:
like what my sahabat mentioned,

" Hubungan dengan manusia hanya buat sementara dan disebabkan dengan kuasa
Allah tetapi hubungan bersama Allah kekal buat selama-lamanya."

lagi satu perkara, mencari jodoh itu BUKAN tanggungjawab kita.
siapa jodoh kita? buat masa sekarang, Allah sahaja yang tahu.

" Di antara tanda-tanda (kebesaran)-Nya ialah, Dia menciptakan pasangan-pasangan untukmu dari jenismu sendiri, agar kamu cenderung dan merasa tenteram kepadnya, dan Dia menjadikan di antaramu rasa kasih dan sayang. Sungguh, pada yang demikian itu benar-benar terdapat tanda-tanda (kebesaran Allah) bagi kaum yang berfikir."

Surah Ar-Ruum, Ayat 21

ada banyak tanggungjawab yang lebih penting seperti,
tanggungjawab terhadap Allah dengan melaksanakan apa yang telah diperintahkan Allah kepada kita dan menjauhkan diri daripada perkara yang Allah murkai. tanggungjawab terhadap Rasulullah dengan memperbanyakkan selawat untuk Baginda. tanggungjawab sebagai seorang anak, tanggungjawab sesama muslim dan sebagainya.

nih celoteh bukan untuk awk awk je. tapi ape ape pun, kalau ade yang tersinggung,
saya minta maaaf! maaf ye. (:
ini untuk mengingatkan diri saya juga yang masih serba kekurangan.
Insya'Allah, kita akan dapat mengawal nafsu yang tercela dengan menjauhkan diri daripada melakukan perkara yang dilarang Allah. (:

wallahu'alam bissawab.

[ Insya'Allah, i will share about the information that i have with regards to nafsu-nafsu yang ade, in my next post. ]

till then, Salam!
peace \\//

2009-11-17T18:26:00.008+08:00

peace be upon you!

im listening to enta eih right now. okay, information not needed.
im not bored listening to it though. why ah? entah eh. hahaha.

on 22nd nov, haflah and graduation day.
on 28th nov, Salam Muhibbah event.
on 3oth nov till 5th dec, jogja immersion trip.
on 14th december till 27th december 2oo9, i'll be having my attachment with berita harian.

insya'Allah, semua will be okay. (:

moving onnn, heeh.

"If Allah brings you to it, He will bring you through it."

if you stumble upon some problems that seem to be burdening your life, have faith towards Allah and you know what you can do about it. the key to success --> remember Allah in whatever step that you will make to solve the problem. &, doa doa doa.
don't ever feel that the problems are too heavy for you.
cause Allah will not give you more than what you can handle.
and these problems are helping you out actually.
helping you to be more patient, to be able to think wisely though you're stuck in a difficult situation, to be an eye opener and see who are the ppl that will be with you no matter what happen and maaaaaany more.

إن الله مع الصابرين
innallahu ma'assobirin

Verily, Allaah is with the patient
- Qur'an, 8:46

in life, people will come and go.
however,
Allah will always be there for you. (:

peace \\//

2009-11-16T20:45:00.003+08:00

Salam semuaaa (:

hehe. dah lamaaa tak update blog nih dengan sempurna.
letak video je. -.-
Npk mcm berhabuk pun ade. Awak semue npk tak habuk tuh smue?
lol lol. by the way,
SAYE DEMAAAAAAAM. doakan untuk saye okay.
Insya'Allah, demam nih akan pulih malam nih. Amin!
Terima Kasih semuaaaaa.

Semalam, saya mengambil buku rekod di madrasah.
Alhamdulillah, keputusan yang memberangsangkan.
Syukur sangat sangat.
Tapi, sedih uh. Ustzh nangis bila nak beri buku rekod tuh.
Ahad akan datang nih,
saye harus hadir untuk majlis haflah dan hari graduasi.
alamak. makin sedih! cnfm, ustzh nangis lagi. xD
Insya'Allah, saye sambung pengajian di PERGAS.
doakan untuk saye juga okay? :D

okaylah.
saye akan sambung catatan nih, esok, insya'Allah.
selamat malam semua!
jgn lupe bace doa sebelum tidur. huhu.

peace! \\//

2009-11-15T20:00:00.002+08:00

im not ready for the Day of Judgement.
are you?

2009-11-13T07:59:00.002+08:00

" The sleepless night i spend in learning the sciences, are more beloved to me than the company or caresses of the enchanting woman.
My rapturous exhilaration when understanding a difficult concept, is more delicious to me than the most exotic drink.
More delightful to me than the sound of a woman's hand on the drum, are my hands on my papers in order to remove dust.
O he who tries to attain my level by wishful thinking, how much difference there is between the one who finds pain of climbing too much and between the one who climbs and reaches the summit,
Do i toil through the night, while you sleep through it, yet you hope to surpass me?"

- Az-Zamakhshari [ well known commentator of Qur'an]

2009-11-09T19:45:00.003+08:00

Insya'Allah,
OP will be fine.
doa for me.
and my group members as well.
okay, for everyone who will have their OP soon.
hahah.

&yes,
doa for my akhi juga.
Insya'Allah,
he'll get well soon.

syukran jazilan!

peace! \\//

2009-11-07T07:14:00.002+08:00

peace be upon youuuuu!

i think i have tuition later.
and for a moment, i forgot how to spell tuition. -.-
i have to help my mum in schl within an hour's time.
and i have not done any of the differentiation sums that paul wanted me to.
he gave me those annoying sums a week ago.
and to do it now, its gonna kill me anytime.
ohmyallah!

what is this.
no success.

peace! \\//

2009-11-05T23:43:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO SLEEP.
cause im tired, tired, tired!
tired of whats going on now.
so many things to think about.
may Allah guide me along.
Amin.

AND RANDOM MUCH,
IM LISTENING TO HUMKO HUMISE CHURA LO FROM THE MOVIE,
MOHABBATEIN.
cant deny the indian blood thats flowing in me.
<3

peace! \\//

2009-11-03T21:20:00.003+08:00

ANTA NAKHEEB ZANNI JAYIDAN ;

YOU DISSAPOINT ME VERY MUCH.

2009-11-03T18:54:00.003+08:00

"Seandainya seseorang itu berubah menjadi lebih baik, orang akan mengata. Namun, seandainya seseorang itu menjadi semakin lalai dan alpa, tiada sesiapa akan menegur.
Di manakah silapnya?"

what do you think?

peace! \\//

2009-11-02T10:44:00.002+08:00

salam! (:
went to PERGAS yesterday. hmm.
im checking other institutions out as well.
i have to plan my route man. anyone wants to offer your help?
hahaha.
alrights. i know what i have to do to find out which is the better one for me.
i will be receiving my report book on 15th nov.
followed by, my graduation day on 22nd nov.
and my classmate told me that my ustzh cried in the bus yesterday
cause she was thinking about us graduating.
:(

and,

i find electronic devices to be a bore these days.
that explains my life now.
=.=

OFF TO THE GYM LATER, BABY!

peace! \\//

2009-10-30T16:51:00.008+08:00

peace be upon you, readers!
jyeah! haha. okay. i will like to share smth with all of you.
its a hadith which i received from Hadith of the Day.

Narrated by Aisha (RA): "It was not the nature of Rasulullah Sallallahu 'Alayhi Wasallam to talk indecently, nor did he engage himself in the use of obscene language. Nor did he shout and talk in the bazaars (which is against dignity). He did not avenge a bad deed with a bad one, but forgave it, and thereafter did not even mention it"

im very much interested with the final sentence of the hadith.
which is, not to avenge a bad deed with a bad one, but he forgave it AND
not to mention about it any further.
humans tend to get very pissed with one another due to jealousy or hatred.
and yes, cause of these undesirable feelings, we spread gossips
which will humiliate an individual.
i know it is easy for someone to start the gossip and tadaa!
the whole schl/office will know about it.
wow. i bet the person is well equipped with contacts manzxz. hahaha.
so people! let's make another change okay?
if you were to encounter your 'friend' gossiping about you,
do not do resort to revenge. a big NO NO.
although you know what's happening,
acknowledge or even smile to the person when you bumped into him/her.
at the same time, doa for him/her well being.
and yes, you do not have to go around telling others about what the person had done to you.
thats like, back to square one.
i'll make sure i practise this. you too, okay?
and oh! don't forget the other parts of the hadith as well.
ready, set, go! (:

may Allah bless us all.
Amin.

peace! \\//

psst, leave a tag if you want to be linked okay!

2009-10-28T20:13:00.004+08:00

peace be upon all readers.

you knw what?
i think, i knw why some ppl are not happy leading their lives.
i feel that the complaints we mentioned everyday
made our lives miserable. though we dont realise it.
we kept looking on all the negative aspects of life
till we forgot that we do have the positive things that can be appreciated.
we abhor too many stuffs,
to the extent that we do not realise our own flaws at time.
why not, we make a change?
be thankful for everything that Allah has gave/created for us.
shelter and food.
these are the basic necessities. agree?
again, we usually took advantage of all these.
learn how to appreciate these small things.
and you will learn how to appreciate life.
constantly remember the great powers that Allah has.
insya'Allah, we will be blessed with more wealth and so on.
IF, it's beneficial for us and IF, we appreciate what has been given.

"Dan (ingatlah juga), tatkala Tuhanmu memaklumkan: Sesungguhnya jika kamu bersyukur, pasti Kami akan menambah (nikmat) kepadamu, dan jika kamu mengingkari (nikmat-Ku), maka sesungguhnya azab-Ku sangat pedih."

(QS. Ibrahim: 7)

peace \\//

2009-10-26T19:09:00.002+08:00

Hakikat tudung adalah perlindungan zahir batin.
Lindungi mata kamu dari memandang lelaki yang bukan mahram kamu.
Lindungi lidah kamu dari mengumpat orang dan bercakap perkara yang sia-sia.
Sentiasalah lazimi lidah dengan zikir kepada Allah.
Llindungi telinga kamu dari mendengar perkara yang mengundang mudharat,
baik untuk dirimu mahupun masyarakat.
Lindungi hidungmu dari mencium segala yang berbau busuk.
Lindungi tanganmu dari berbuat sesuatu yang tidak senonoh.
Lindungi kakimu dari melangkah menuju maksiat.
Lindungi fikiranmu dari berfikir perkara yang mengundang syaitan untuk memperdayai nafsumu.
Lindungi hatimu dari sesuatu selain Allah.
Bila kamu sudah biasa, maka tudung yang kamu pakai itu akan menyinari hatimu, Insya'Allah.
Itulah hakikat tudung.

i have a long way to go.
insya'Allah.

2009-10-21T22:57:00.005+08:00

beloved friend/sister/twin. we went through many ups and downs in life TOGETHER. (:

listening to : Obsessed - Frankie J.

" Do not expect any gratitude from anyone. Most human beings are ungrateful to their Lord. So, what treatment should you and i expect? "

taken from - 'Don't Be Sad'

peace be upon you, fellow readers!
saw the line above? *yeah duh. thats the first thing you all saw* -.-
so, show your kindness to the people around you now now now.
strangers or not. however, do not expect anything in return.
example,
you may be helping your enemies BUT, their attitude towards you remained the same.
rmb kay. Allah will reward you for that as long as it is a sincere one.
that is the sweetest form of a reward.
(:

anyways, got my GP result.
Alhamdulillah! i passed.
now, waiting for the finalise results which will be released on 16th Nov i think.
tawakkal again. Insya'Allah!

alrights dah.
i have to do my script for tmr. i may fall aslp any time from now.
tsk. nanti boss marah.

; i should stay away since the start.
my instinct sucks when it comes to this.

peace! \\//

2009-10-20T19:55:00.003+08:00

listening to : You Came to Me - Sami Yusuf

salam readers.
Masya'Allah, i fell in love with the song above the moment i heard it.
and the video, really made me cry.
Allah is Great. Masya'Allah.
anyways, i got my results tadi.
raw scores aje.
Alhamdulillah, i passed all. Many thanks to Allah.
im left with GP now.
Insya'Allah, i will pass. Amin.
and to my other classmates and schlmates,
we'll get promoted together okay.
Amin.

tmr, rehearsal for PHR. (:
and, im having a fever now.
Allah.

' rmb, Allah is there for you always. He will take away something that you thought may guarantee your happiness BUT, you forgot that he will reward you with smth much better. Praises to Allah. '

peace \\//

2009-10-19T19:49:00.002+08:00

listening to : Flaws and All - Beyonce

" tell me what i should do. its less than a year. yet, ive been heartbroken twice."

said by, a friend of mine.

peace be upon you, fellow readers (:
tsk. i love this song ah can? hahah.
okay. DIKIR GEREK kape! left with polishing up of ragams.
since we completed everything.
im proud of myself ah can? cause i stayed till 6pm.
first time you knw! C:

okay. i have to prepare some stuffs for OP which i will do later at night.
i want to watch Project Hope and Fringe first.

by the way,
i realised that i am still very very very weak.
; it should never have happened.

peace. \\//

2009-10-18T14:29:00.005+08:00

Curse of Curves - Cute is What We Aim For

"Former days are gone and done with, and you benefit nothing by carrying out an autopsy over them, by turning back the wheels of history."

- taken from, DON'T BE SAD; [Dr A'id al-Qarni]

salam readers!
may peace be upon you \\//
anyways, praises to Allah, im feeling very very much better.
infact, better than before, Alhamdulillah!
all thanks to the book i just bought yesterday title, 'Don't Be Sad' (:
Masya'Allah, such as awesome book. love it!

okay, madr graduation day will be on 22nd nov.
about, a month's time? cepat nyeee! ;(
and oh. i have to prepare ucapan for asatizahs and juniors.
*wondering how to speak in proper malay*

and yes, about our promos results,
insya'Allah, everything will be fine.
if, we have to repeat, its fated.
read this, "Nothing shall ever happen to us except what Allah has ordained for us"

[Qur'an 9: 51]

oh. you all must be thinking.
why nabil is up there, in the picture. hahah.
we were talking about bands like,
A7X, SILVERSTEIN, 3o SECS TO MARS.
bands baik kape. zaman sec schl ah joy!
kaybye.

peace! :D

2009-10-17T08:18:00.005+08:00

listening to - famous last words ; MCR

horrible misunderstandings took place yesterday.
i didnt know why i had to react that way.
astaghfirullah.

results are to be released soon.
with 148 students getting retained,
i can just say this ;
.نصلي ونأمل في الافضل

it was an unexpected and abrupt ending.
i should have prepare earlier.
.أشكركم على ترك لي الحزن

therefore my friends,
if my mood isnt what you all want it to be.
try to understand me.
thankyou.

2009-10-13T10:36:00.004+08:00

final house.

at cikgu malek's.
toa payoh babe! guess what time we arrived there?
close t 11.3opm i think. hahah.
lucky cikgu tak marah SANGAT.
or maybe, he wasnt. lol.
and yesterday's jalan raye was damn coolthang.
first stop, syakir's house at ubi.
then, we went t alkaff for zuhur prayers.
aftrwhich, we got our engines started. full speed. haha.
went t BM's then Hanan then Faiq then Nabil then
Shahirah Sharin then Mine then Fatemah then Zaki then CIKGU!
yesterday was filled with,
laughter, MORE laughter and MANY MANY more.
OH! FOOD FIESTA ALL TH WAY PLS.
all bloated. but,
we enjoyed ourselves. (:

im awesome. ^_^

first

2009-10-12T07:48:00.003+08:00

muke stoink ah. amcm? ^^

SALAMzxz people!
such a nice feeling to be blogging again.
haha. a few friends did asked abt my blog.
and i told them, promos plus malas nak manage. LOL.
so here you go! my new blog *plus url pun baru kay!* :D

alrights. RAYE with AO4 was awesome.
look at th ppl ah. pictures at fb kay. thanks.
next, madr. tsk. this part, sad.
ive been with en-naeem since pri 2.
and my mum told me yesterday how susah it was for her,
to get me into th madr cause of th pindah-randah back then.
i was frm al-ansar ^^
and yes, graduating in a few weeks time. -.-
TODAY! raye with suppose t be u7 but we have an addition of a few ppl so yeah.
lol. byk rumah kene cover nih. xD
im eating maggi while blogging.
tak senonoh!
hahaahha.

and yes, i will like t share this with you all,

Imaam Muhammad AI-Baaqir Radiyallahu 'Anhu says that someone asked Ummul Mu'mineen 'Aayeshah Radiyallahu 'Anha: 'How was the bed of Rasulullah Sallallahu 'Alayhi Wasallam in your house?' She replied: 'It was made of leather, in which was filled the coir of the date palm'. Hafsah Radiyallahu 'Anha was asked how was the bed of Rasulullah Sallallahu 'Alayhi Wasallam in your house? She replied: 'It was a canvas folded into two, which was spread for Rasulullah Sallallahu 'Alayhi Wasallam to sleep on. On one night I thought if I folded it into four and spread it, it would become softer. I folded it and spread it that way. In the morning Rasulullah Sallallahu 'Alayhi Wasallam asked: 'What did you spread for me last night? I replied: 'It was the same bed, I only folded it into four so that it may become softer'. Rasulullah Sallallahu 'Alayhi Wasallam said: 'Leave it in its original form. Its softness deprived me of my prayers (tahajjud) at night'.

[Tirmidhi 312]

PEACE! ;)

2009-09-10T09:28:00.003+08:00

salam everyone.
its already thursday.
which means that school is opening pretty soon.
raya is approaching! ^^
BUT, ramadhan is leaving us :(
and srsly,
my house has no kuih raya yet.
none at all. how saddening. -.-

t whom it may concerns,
i didnt knw your blog post was referring t me ,
until somebody else told me.
....

2009-09-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

salam!

haha. how are all of you?
getting healthier? better do yeah.
ramadhan is th time for you t be healthy. haha.
okay. had my madr exams th yesterday.
and lol, i got th shock of my life.
*naseb baik mata saya nih mase stay dalam socketnya*
why? cause during aqidah ppr, i saw my name in th ppr.
it was one of th open ended qn.
th qn was smth like this,
Syirain's mum wanted her t buy chicken at NTUC.
when she found th chicken, she realised that th halal logo wasnt frm muis.
and so, she became was-was towards it.
what should she do and why?

*dalam hati gua beb, ketawe rabak ah. -.-*
ustzh ustzh, soalan manyak baik hor! LOL.
okay. done. back t studying. haha.

ps, ramadhan is coming t an end. ensure that these final days are being used wisely kay!

may peace be upon you! \m/

2009-08-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

أنت حب حياتي

ninth day of ramadhan tmr.
alhamdulillah.

2009-08-25T16:23:00.001+08:00

i tried doing maths,
but after a long time leaving th file t th webs,
there isnt any success.
friends, help me please. :(

okay. on a much brighter note,
im better now, alhamdulillah.
except that, this tummy ache loves me too much,
that it insists on staying with me.
so, yeah. pray for my recovery on that part.

and this morning, i was sitting on th bed, thinking.
i realised, ive been layan-ing people too much,
agreeing t whatever they say though they are fooling me.
infact, t th extent that ppl thought im gullible.
im sorry but i will have t make this clear t everyone.
my heck care attitude is deep within me that you cant see, infer or decipher it.
when i believe you without much questionings, it purely means that i do not give a damn.
so, do not try reading me like a book.
you will never succeed. even now,
if you think you know me well or thought that this is who i really am,
im sorry honey. there's more t this kid.

ps; fourth day of ramadhan!
(:

minah kecik.

2009-08-21T21:17:00.001+08:00

okay.
ive eaten my medicine so i feel a little better
and so, has decided t go bloghopping.
hop hop hop,
i landed on this 12 year old girl,
i repeat, TWELVE YEAR OLD kay.
but th way she blog, woah. really sungguh MINAH nk mamps.
im sorry but i really has this urge t show you guys how she blog.
i cannot carry uh babes.

tkya tahu --> tkyahh tawuuqqq
sayang kamu --> shynq kamurhhh
kena --> kenerhh
you --> yuhh
dia --> dyerhhs
gerek --> gereyq

enough ah.
ohmyallah.
no wonder, nowadays, little kids FAIL their spelling tests.
they are th ones whom made th spellings so difficult t rmb.
=.=

ramadhan.

2009-08-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan!
Seize this month alrights.
Do not put it to a waste.
Increase th amount of your ibadah practices.
Ensure that you are ikhlas.
Allah Maha Mengetahui okay.
Kita tak mampu untuk menilai.
Insya'Allah, you will receive th benefits of this holy month.
Jazakallahu Khairan.

by th way,
my mc is being extended till 27th Aug.
You guys could never imagined what happened to me last night.
it was horrible.
vomitted 4 times within 3 hours.
had diarrhoea th whole day.
and srsly tak tipu, i didnt eat since wed afternoon.
imagine, going t th hospital today with an empty stomache.
and had t wait for like an hour for th doctor t attend t me.
cobaan ...
but its okay.
pray for my speedy recovery yeah.
Insya'Allah. Amin.

2009-08-20T10:29:00.000+08:00

Ramdhan is around th corner.
Its like, this saturday.
yes, but sadly, i cannot sambut ramadhan as yet. :(
anyways, fever is subsiding. but now, my tummy hurts badly.
im trying my best t keep up with th timings of my medications.
cause i do not want my temp t hit 39.4 again.
i was so terrified that i actually thought of death yesterday.
crazy.
when i weigh myself this morning,
its 56.5kg. i need t lose more. =.=

"wanita yang solehah itu lebih baik daripada 1000 lelaki yang soleh."

2009-08-15T10:18:00.000+08:00

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

HIATUS

2009-08-08T17:46:00.001+08:00

ohmy.
my blog is sooo dead.
HAHA. whatever.

anyways, HUBB @ En-Naeem was awesooome.
customers at my henna booth were aweeeesome as well.
haha. im lacking of vocab right now.
brain is dead. okay. nearly dead. haha.
will upload a few pics with my ustzhs lateeer.
tuition 3 hrs tmr. DAMN.
doing tutorials sooon. DAMN.
studying sooon. DAMN.

what else.
RAMADHAN IS COMING!
yeszaaaaaa!

oh, btw.
congrats t ETHEL, SYAMIL AND SYAKIR FOR MAKING AO4 PROOOOUD!
AND HAKIM (?) FOR HELPING THEM OUT AS WELL.
YAY!

OKAY BYE.

2009-07-27T17:22:00.001+08:00

Salams. (:
How are you all? Gerek bbual about other people?
I hope so too. Heeh.

Okaay.
Smth terrible happened this morning.
I lost my ezlink card. Infact, misplaced lah. Haha.
So, i didnt talk much in school. In th morning esp.
Sedih beb. Kene scolding by my mum early in th morning.
&i bet some of you are thinking,
serious pe? ingatkan perangai psl tk dpt invitation utk go interview. *sarcastic tone*
OH. hahah. meh sini. i jawabkan pertanyaan you.
tidak syg. i tk marah psl itu okay.
allah lebih maha mengetahui tentang my kemampuan.
in this case, i am aware that im not suitable.
since i can redha with other things, why not this?
my friends,
if you do not knw abt anything. DO NOT JUDGE.
Jangan membiasakan diri dengan dosa-dosa kecil.
Plus, jauhkan diri daripada melakukan dosa yang besar.
Ingat, .. wal fitnatu asyaddu minal qotli ...
fitnah itu lebih besar bahayanya dari pembunuhan.
&, ... wal fitnatu akbaru minal qotli ...
fitnah itu lebih besar dosanya daripada membunuh.
(Al-Baqarah, ayat 191 & 217)
Thats not all btw.
There's more.
If i didnt attend th event im supposed t attend,
and you're mad at me.
Please, ask me th reason why.
If you think im perangai,
please approach me.
If you are a friend,
then you should ask. not make useless assumptions.
im not in a situation t compare both of us yeah.
im not perfect either.
senang cerite,
aku sedar diri aku siape.
if you think i am making own assumptions,
ask yourself. how sure are you?
and yes,
Islam mengingatkan kita,
jangan sekali-kali goyah dengan fitnahan orang.
Sesungguhnya, ini semua adalah cabaran/dugaan hidup.
Allah ingin menguji ketabahan kita.
infact, this can be a petunjuk ayeee. (:
Im not only reminding you all,
im reminding myself as well.
May Allah show us his guidance in this.
Insha'Allah. Amin.

wallahu'alam bissawab.

2009-07-26T14:16:00.001+08:00

Salam.

I just reached home.
Haha. VERY tired.
Madrasah was fine. Infact, im enjoying every session of it now.
Cause i know, im going t miss all of these next year.
I feel like, i want t go t en-naeem still and sit in for ustzh aminah's lessons.
hahah. Infact, all lah.
So, my tajwid oral for Al-Ghasyiyah is over. Left with th hafalan part next week.
Al-Insyiqaq, had a pre-oral just now.
Marks will be counted for next week i guess.
Solat pract, over.
Solat theory, next week.
Oh. Spoke t one of my ustzhs just now.
I wanted t learn arabic right, so yeah.
Alhamdulillah, ustzh is willing t teach me.
awesoooome or what sey. haha.
&&, im looking forward t HUBB on o8.o8.o9
WHY? cause im setting up a henna booth on that day. with 2 other friends.
it'll be at en-naeem mosque.
COME DOWN KAY. though not as happening as some other carnivals lah.
okay. done with madr.

TUITION.
i think, this is th best session ever.
cause i was quietly doing my hypothesis testing sums,
without disturbing paul frequently.
HAHA. im cool.

alrights.
need t complete th review.
edit WR.
REVISE.
TUTORIALS. grr.

Bye!

2009-07-23T15:46:00.000+08:00

Salams!

i found this hadith online.

Dari Abdullah r.a katanya:”Aku datang mengunjungi Rasulullah s.a.w ketika beliau sakit, lalu kusentuh baginda seraya berkata:”Ya Rasulullah! Demam anda bertambah teruk.” Jawab baginda,”Memang demamku sama dengan demam dua orang kamu. Kataku pula, “Semoga anda mendapat pahala berganda pula.” Jawab baginda:”Semoga!” Kemudian sabda baginda pula:”Tidak ada seorang muslim yang ditimpa cubaan berupa sakit dan sebagainya melainkan dihapuskan Allah Taala dosa-dosanya, seperti pohon kayu menggugurkan daunnya.”
(Muslim)

Huraian:

Segala bencana, penyakit, kesusahan atau kerunsingan yang menimpa tubuh badan atau akal fikiran seseorang mukmin adalah menjadi "kaffarah" (penghapus) kekotoran dosa dan kesalahan orang yang ditimpa bencana itu. Anas berkata, Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: "Bahawa besarnya sesuatu balasan itu menurut besarnya sesuatu bencana ujian; dan bahawa Allah apabila mengasihi sesuatu kaum diuji mereka, kemudian sesiapa yang menerima ujian itu dengan reda, maka dia akan beroleh keredaan Allah, dan sesiapa yang bersikap keluh kesah serta benci menerima ujian itu, maka dia akan mendapat kemurkaan dari Allah." (at-Tirmidzi dan Ibn Majah)

taken from,
iluvislam.com

astagfirullah.
i should not whine about th incident that i told ira and bhai.
instead, i should stay strong.
Allah knows what is th best for me.

stuffs/events that i need/have t do/attend.

1) NDP training tmr.
2) Hafal Surah Al-Ghaasyiyah & Al-Insyiqaq.
3) Complete th article for BH.
4) Usrah Session this sat.
5) AD outing this sat.
6) AIN's Society Flea Market this sat.
7) Madr on Sunday.
8) Tuition on Sunday.

insha'Allah,
i will be able to organise my time well for all of these activities.

2009-07-17T19:23:00.006+08:00

Salam. (:

I hope, everyone is doing well and fine.
Happy with your beloved family and friends. Haha.
Im serious.

Okay.
Smth unexpected happened t me in school. And yes, im aware that ALOT
of ppl knew what happened. I mean, not th story but yeah, just fhm fhm kan.
I wasnt in th right mood t pour my feelings out. It was all mixed. I didnt got a
time t self reflect. What i did wrong maybe? So, when i reached home,
and when i left for geylang with my mum, i was reflecting upon what i did.
What went wrong. What happened with my suggestion.

So, t whom it may concerns, this is for you.

Bismillah.
"Al-amru bil ma'ruf wan Nahyu, 'anil munkar."
Lakukan kebaikan melalui kerja-kerja baik,
Cegah kejahatan dengan meninggalkan apa yang dilarang.
I knew, my changes were too sudden. However, that is not th case.
It was too sudden for you. But it happened since th 2nd week of June holidays.
I know my purpose in life. If you did notice my pm at msn once,
i asked myself. "mampukah aku menjadi muslimah sejati?" i knew these werent restrictions.
infact, it's my responsibility. Like someone asked me bfre, why do you wear tudung?
Now i say, its my responsibility t do so. its for allah.
Hence, about th matter that caused sadness and disappointment frm my side,
it's my responsibility t ensure that my muslim friends have a place t solat.
although, they may/may not solat its up t them. whatever it is, ive done my part.
and, you saying about hypocrisy or this idea being fake,
i feel that, its not hypocrisy. it didnt cross my mind t force th rest t do their prayers.
i was merely asking for a place that it is cnvenient for those who want t solat.
solat is never an option. if i neglected even one person who want t solat, im sinful as well.
i do not want any. its alrdy too much. im a human. and i make mistakes.
hypocrisy or not, i believe, its between me and Allah.
as a friend, i hope that you can understand these changes that im going through.
i do not want t disappoint Allah. i do not want Allah t stop loving me.
infact, its us. our muslim brothers and sisters.
you may think its weird for me t say this. some even feel disgusted.
"oh. dekni. stepping alim."
i know you mean good. and i mean good as well.
my nawaitu is there. might as well i carry it out.
but i didnt knw it will cause difficulties for others.
but, thanks for hearing me out though.
im aware of my weaknesses. hence, its time for me t try t be a better muslim .
nobody will knw how sincere they are. it cant be measured.
again, Allah knows best.
whatever it is, may Allah shower us with his blessings, insha'Allah.

Amin.

2009-07-17T05:06:00.002+08:00

isn't that awesome baby?

im not a book that is easy t be read.

you need patience and intelligence.

♥

2009-07-15T15:51:00.003+08:00

HELLO! / salams!
ive gotten back th results for all my subjects.
whatever it is, i know i can do better for promos.
i didnt really put much effort for it anws.
so, i will study hard. get promoted and be in year 2 next year.
insha'allah. amin.

hmm. i wont be updating my blog always.
and, ofcourse, if you text me,
i may/may not reply.
depends on my mood. haha.

and oh.
t whoever it may concerns,
im glad that i didnt fall for your sweet words.
like what wasiim says,
whatever i think about guys, it is true.
i guess, you're th most suitable one here.
im not applying t all guys eh.
siape mkn chilli, terase hotnye.
(:

2009-07-10T22:06:00.004+08:00

hello readers.
grr. i still have nth t update my blog.
exams results are, not that well so far.
life has been good though. but tonight,
im feeling very horrible.
will be going for fasih terjemah tmr.
okay. and oh.
i bought a new dress and tudung.
so, that is all.
i knw there's some mistakes here and there.
apologies but im lazy enough t edit it.
th reason why ive been failing GP.
okay.
goodnight.

TEACHER.

2009-07-03T22:32:00.002+08:00

th blog is getting really dusty.
imagine kay ppl. duh. its not for real.

alhamdulillah, exams are over.
now, tawakkal and doa that my results will atleast not be that horrible.
hmm. for th very first time in my life,
i taught pri 4 chinese students, malay language. yes.
my mum was sick. so, i had t replace her for today.
imagine students calling you CIKGU NUR/teacher?
hahah. its weird, but i manage t adapt well.
fuuh, syukur.
plus, its very tiring that i eliminated th thought of becoming a tchr.
okay. maybe cause they're pri schl students.
now i know how tired my mum is.
so, i got my pay from my mum. haha. its a small amnt, but still.
still money babe.
syukran ibu. :D

alrighteys.
will be going for jemputan at fort canning tmr.
and, BM's bday party.
has yet t get for her smth. luckily, im sharing with bhai.
heeh.

okay. salam alaik!

rip; mj.

2009-06-26T16:53:00.006+08:00

may his soul rest in peace.

friends, if i do not reply t your texts,

im still fine yeah. not affected by swine flu yet or smth else.

still alive. still breathing.

it just means that i need more time alone.

with my books and family.

i hope you'll understand.

thnks.

2009-06-22T14:33:00.003+08:00

mampukah diriku menempuh segala untukmu.
biarpun ku terseksa, menitis airmata.

i bet, this is how you're feeling now.
love, stay strong.

hub.

2009-06-18T08:40:00.003+08:00

kemana lesapnya madah bicara,

yang selama ini menjadi santapan jiwa?

mengapa masih diingati dia,

yang sudah menjadi sejarah lara?

teruna,

sekiranya aku tahu pertemuan pertama

mengundang duka,

akan aku tandakan noktah mengakhiri segalanya.

GEN-Y

2009-06-17T10:59:00.003+08:00

HELLOO readers.
hahah. I MISS GEN Y still.
especially, th veterans. chey!
so, i decided t drop by yesterday at their campsite.
and fuuuh, i miss those activities, th people, th food, th air.
haha. okay. air, tipu ah. i prefer those at Punggol Campsite.
now, they're at Pasir Ris.

once i reached there, i was smiling widely. REALLY WIDE
cause i saw SYAHIR@GIANT. damn, losing weight ayeee.
hahaha. then, i met KAK ZIE! gosh. baru balik dari syria yee.
getting fairer+bertambah sehat.
aaaand, saw azmi osy along th way t meet FAIE *yo pres!* and ATH ((:
waved at him and met th two lovely people.
haha. aftrwhich, saw AINI *MS SITI kapeee* lol. plus,
nad. nearing t maghrib, baru IHSAN wake up. kentals.
ohoh! duh. my MENTOR, PAK USOP, BRO RIZAL SIS YATI. plus th other new staffs.
BONDA and UMI. whaaatsuuuup!
alaaamaaak. im loving all these people still.
4 hrs t catch up with them yest, were never enough.
too bad i cant stay for th bbq again. ohwells. like always lah kans. -.-
so, kak zie promised that she'll be planning an outing for us.
BUT, we have t wait for EX-PRES t return t spore from mesir, end of this june.
ABG NAFIS, we still rmb you yeah. come back fast. klau tak, kene tapak nnti.
hahaha. okay. pardon me for th rojak language in here.
but its alright. most of my readers are usually malay speaking ppl.
so, korg faham.
back t studying!
(:

past.

2009-06-15T12:39:00.001+08:00

i was reading through my previous posts,
and found this.

"apakah kesudahannya sekiranya ia tidak pernah bermula?"

haha.
and i found my answer t that question.

(:

freaks.

2009-06-12T21:33:00.005+08:00

t th owner of this number, 9***9517,
assalamualaikum wr wb and yes, a very good evening t you.
im currently guessing that you're someone i knw,
who is trying t disguise yourself as anthr person.
my family, i mean, MYSELF(t be precise)
is getting tired with all your childish behaviours.
i have no idea if th rest are involved in this.
WE ARE GETTING DISGUSTED WITH YOUR NONSENSICAL ACTS,
behaving like childish kids, who are obviously trying t get our attention.
this is what i call, pure breed of malays who are living with th mental disorder of,
PERASAAN HASAD DENGKI.
I SHOULD DESPISE THIS KIND OF HUMANS who are polluting my surroundings.
t you and you plus your people,
PLEASE get a life.
YOU DO NOT HAVE t text me, pretending you are some ITE guy,
dying t get my sister's no and at th end of th day,
criticised my family and myself.
I BEG YOUR PARDON, looks like th blood that flows in us are suppose t be th same,
but i guess, NOT.
HOWEVER, if it was true that someone else texted me,
i guess, he must be frm your clique as well.
dudes and babes,
th person is frm WHERE? bdk boys home eh?
im sorry honey but, im nowhere near terrified. why should i?
im tired of just looking and keeping quiet at what your people have done.
i knew my parents went through more and they insist on not doing anything.
however, t me, this is enough.
YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS T CRITICISE MY FAMILY.
cause why? WE NEVER BADMOUTHED ABT YOU PPL.
if i were t list th things that you all did, a list will nvr be enough.
but i will not want t. as humans, we are still imperfect.
and i know it myself.
plus, like what i say t that SYAWAL/AMAT or whatever you call it.
manusia ade otak, bole fikir. ade mate, bole memandang. ade telinga, bole dgr.
ade mulut, bole ckp.
allah gives us these for a proper use. not t go arnd and be some kepo freaks.
if you feel that im making a big thing out of this, THINK AGAIN.
i have yet t type your full name and schools.
and let th world know who you ppl are.
im still kind you knw. i dont go arnd passing your numbers t aliens,
who will make your job easier by contacting me,
and trying t bring my morale down.
try harder. like how i tried my very best t be in JC and IT IS NOT PURELY BASED ON LUCK. insha'allah, YOU WILL NOT SUCCEED. (:
I WILL BE VERY GLAD IF YOU PPL ARE READING THIS NOW.
once again, this is not being rude or whatsoever cause siape mkn cili, terase pedas kay.
my parents have taught me well for th past 16 years of my life.
i know where i stand and i hope, you know it as well.
&OH, SAYE TK BBUAL WORLD kay. MY FAMILY pun TAK bbual world.
atleast, if we did, im proud t say that stuffs we talked abt ARE RELATED T TH WORLD.
REAL MATTERS. like H1N1 all that. korg tau ke? TAK KAN. aww.
kalau korg tk puas hati, DO NOT TEXT ME kay.
and DO NOT USE SOME OTHER MEANS as well.
call me up and we'll discuss it further. which i knw, you wont.
so, i shall end here.
thankyou very much.
:D

KANTOI!

2009-06-10T15:03:00.001+08:00

ANWS PEOPLE,
WATCH THIS VIDEO KAY. I LIKEEEEE AH!
HAHAH. ENJOYZXZXZ!

yo!

2009-06-10T14:40:00.003+08:00

WHATSUUUUUUP!
hahah. hello fellow earthlings.
how are all of you doing?
im pretty sure all are doing very well.
except for th JC kids, who are still stuck with our tutorials
PLUS revisions for exams.
GRRRR. haha. okay. whatever.

will be having tuition tmr.
going t airport this friday.
helping out in some even on sat.
ish. byk nye. haha.
its okay. will have time t study. insha'allah.
hmm. what else.

t whoever it may concerns,
i have no idea if you are really reading this blog.
if you are, then i will have t filter alot of unnecessary stuffs.
hahah. okay not.
and th full moon part is sungguh tk perlu.
okaydah. bye.
(:

MANIFESTASI!

2009-06-07T10:05:00.006+08:00

alhamdulillah, MANIFESTASI 2009 was a success.
CONGRATS t those who were involved.
so far, ive read and received good comments abt mnfz and AD.

HAZIMAH HANAFI. you did well. (:
im so thankful that AYUNAN DEWI has made my seniors proud.
hahah. after all th crying sessions and trainings, we gave our very best on that day.
yes, i know that i had always been cranky during trainings.
did my ragams like a half dead person. and gave a not-perlu face while doing it.
im glad i stayed on, despite th numerous thoughts of wanting t quit MNFZ. lol.

okay.
a big big thanks t my seniors,
especially, maira, fiza, liyana, athifah, naquiyah, izza for teaching us th ragams and all.
also, t th seniors who came back for us.
sis bariah, sis roz, sis mazni, sis dayah, sis liyanah, sis bani.
if i miss anyone else and names spelt wrongly, SORRY YE! heh.
AND YES,
t those who came, i appreciate it super much luh.
ibu&ayah, grandma, little sis, YJ - though she cant understand most of th things said. haha.
HYKAL! IRAH! BHAI! BRO FADHIL! AIMAN! and many many others. :D

AD has bond together. yeah. im happy. whee!
sad ah. no more mnfz t talk about. no more practising of ragams in class, cafe.
ohwell. next up! PERJUMPAAN HARI RAYAAAAAA! :D

&last but not least,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY T AISYAH RAZALI @ DORA!
may allah showers you with many many blessings.
insha'allah.
loveyou!

and yes,
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY T MUHD SUFYAN RAMLANROS as well.
it was on, o6.o6.o9
i actually called him at about 12 plus in th morning.
and he was sleeping. hahaha.
dah seventeen kapeeeee.
okay. old already.

kaybye.

MANIFESTASI.

2009-06-06T02:06:00.001+08:00

MANIFESTASI = SUCCESS!
AYUNAN DEWI = SUPERB PEH PERFORMANCE. I LIKE!
OVERALL, I LOVE MCS AH KAY.
YAY!
WILL UPDATE MORE ON TH WHOLE PRODUCTION SOON.
LOL.
BAAAAAAAEK YAY!

29.o5.o9

2009-05-29T17:15:00.006+08:00

i miss them very very very very very much.
i seriously really sumpah rindu them t th max.
yes. i miss shouting at them. i miss campcraft/firstaid/rescue and many more lessons with you all.
i miss those bonds we had. cause although i had difficulties in school,
my unit used t be there for me.
i miss those times at chalet. those times at KFC aftr every cca session.
i miss those tears, laughters, jokes, sarcasms.
i miss recess with you boys! all drinking bandung. hahs.
i miss HYKAL's criticisms. i miss ADAM's dumbness.
i miss looking up t SYED, cause he's tall.
i miss calling NAZRUL, nasi cause his name reminds me of it.
i miss DZURAIJ *omg. i suddenly forgot how t spell your name*, who's known in HTA as obama. seriously, even th NPCC cadets call him by that name.
i still rmb luqman's lucky charm. lol.
i miss GERALDINE too!, my big sis. esp those car rides every morning, gosh.
geez. my female cadets as well. we've nurtured all of you well. im thankful t have met such wonderful cadets like you guys/girls.
AND YES. LASTLY, MY TWIN, CHEN YING JIE. oops. i mean, CLT YJ.
i miss you being here, t continue giving me hopes and change me for th better.
like how you did last time.
gosh. tears are trickling down now. see how much i miss all of you.
i miss you all like crazy lah.
:(

28.o5.o9

2009-05-28T21:18:00.014+08:00

salam readers. okay. i mean, muslim readers.
and, hello t th non-muslims. lol.
hahah. atlast, tmr will be th final day of schl for this semester.
alhamdulillah. though there are ups and downs,
likes and dislikes, im still surviving jc life.
insha'allah, this strength and perseverance will remain with me till A levels.
although at times, i seriously feel like giving up ah.
ish! mengikut kehendak syaitan! astaghfirullah.
okay. now that i rmb, manifest is in a week's time.
woah. that's fast. and oh. spore has 4 confirmed cases of H1N1 flu.
oh allah. makbulkan doa hambamu ini. *inserts doa* amin.
random. hah.

hmm. i realised, that i will really have t stop complaining.
i mean, about ppl's attitude or life.
its not like im perfect kan. and yes. th ppl out there are not perfect either.
at th same time, i guess, some people will have t think twice bfore anything is being said.
atleast, be sensitive please.
and if the comments are not needed, i suggest,
you should just keep it t yourself. seriously.
lebih baik berdiam daripade berkate-kate yang tidak perlu.
lebih afdal.
if your words hurt someone, its a different story already.
so, whats th point kan?
okay. after typing th whole chunk, i suddenly rmbred abt what happen in dikir.
NO NO. this has nothing t do with dikir.
seniors hanye menegur. cause they want th best for us.
so yeah. thats all for tonight.
hols are coming! yay! heeh.

done done. here's a small token from me,
for all my muslim readers. (:

...

2009-05-24T18:14:00.006+08:00

HELLOHS!
alrights. im feeling very lethargic now.
GRR. dont ask me why.
its just that, i cant wait for th school holidays.
atleast, im able t catch up with my studies
and revise for th upcoming exams.

moving on, religious class was fine.
but im sad. whyyy? cause ustzh rahmah is leaving us!
haiyerh. will no longer have her as my quran and arab tchr.
kay. im saaad. idk why. but i am sad. -.-

kay next. i dont feel like completing my geog tut.
cause ive yet t research for my gpp.
kalau aku tak buat, mati aku. yes. dead.

&oh, t cheer myself up, i shall talk abt th dream that bhai had.
LOL. firstly, its weird t have him t dream abt me.
okay. not only me. plus another guy.
here how it goes.
i was kidnapped. err, no. nearly.
and bhai was walking with this dude.
ydnt have t knw who's th guy.
th dude saw me (-.-) and came t my rescue.
hahah. right. ive just summarised th whole dream.
hahah. okay. bye!

326.

2009-05-22T20:23:00.003+08:00

WAH. its been a long time since i last update my blog.
hahah. AND ALAHAI! MANIFEST is in 11 DAYS!
GAAAAH. RED ALERT RED ALERT!
&i heard, mnfz tickets, sold out alrdy.
geeeeeeeez.
seram nyeee.

hmm. school has been fine. and tiring.
im surprised that i survived my lessons from morning till 6pm yesterday.
alhamdulillah. haha.
&, edurace was a success as well. syukur.
aww. sweet ah my class. and th games we played tadi,
seriously gerek. t see your faces in a tension mode, LAGIK BEST!
hahah. okay. i suddenly remembered,
DIKIR TRAINING TMR!
what else eh.
nothing already lah.

okayokay. i shall end here.
salam!

"Truly! To Allâh we belong and truly, to Him we shall return."

RANDOM

2009-05-16T15:12:00.004+08:00

SALAM! haha.
okay. i know all of you miss me. aww. touching t th heart yawh!
ANWS, MANIFEST IS IN 18 DAYS TIME.
*mak oeeeei. cepaaaaat nyeee. FAINT*
crap. kay. ragams nearly finishing. yeah. left with intro and garuda(?).
YESZAAAAAA!
pdhal, im alrdy stress ah. nervous! tension! Lol.

err. what else t update eh.
syirain is a boring kid now.
ohgosh. leeerh. ape nih. HAIYAK! IM IRRITATED AH.
*why?*
cause idk what t talk abouuuuut. ALAH. SAD NYE!
kkkk. i know! i cut-ted my hair th other day.
awww. haha. okay. what else eh.
im listening t AIZAT - HANYA KAU YANG MAMPU now.
randoooom.

hmm. lets talk about schl! school is a torture.
especially with tantrums around and tchrs giving us tons of tuts t do.
a horrible nightmare.
i shouldnt be in JC in th first place.
however, t think about it again.
I SHOULD BE THANKFUL and CONT GIVING MY VERY BEST,
cause allah has granted my wish t be in a JC.
yes. okay. zimah is over at my place now.
HAHAHA.
WHICH REMINDS ME, SHE LABEL ME AS A BURGER.
yay! tk perlu yeeee.
okay dah.
I WANT T DO MY TUTS. lol. sound so wrong.
BYE AH!

syukur.

2009-05-11T11:39:00.003+08:00

salam alaik,

ALHAMDULILLAH

{I THANK YOU, ALLAH.}

i asked for strength,

and Allah gave me difficulties to make me strong.

i asked for wisdom,

and Allah gave me problems to solve.

i asked for courage,

and Allah gave me obstacles to overcome.

i asked for love,

and Allah gave me troubled people to help.

i asked for favours,

and Allah gave me opportunities.

maybe, i received nothing i wanted.

but i received everything i needed.

FITNAH

2009-05-03T20:28:00.003+08:00

salams! hmm.
maaf ye sekiranye blog saya tidak dikemaskini.
ataupun, diperibadikan dan hanya mereka yang tertentu sahaja dapat membaca post-post saya.
janganlah ada yang tersinggung atau berkecil hati ye.
okay. post pada hari ini pun tidaklah sepenting mana.
tetapi, hanya luahan pendapat. kalau ada yang tidak setuju,
hantarkan sahaja pesanan ringkas ye.
almaklumlah, blog saya kini sudah tidak mempunyai tagboard. ((:

FITNAH.
mengikut kamus dewan yang boleh didapati secara online,
FITNAH merupakan tuduhan yang diada-adakan untuk memburukkan
atau membencanakan seseorang atau sesuatu pihak.
dengan membaca ayat ini sahaja, boleh saya bayangkan betapa kucar-kacirnya masyarakat
sekiranya amalan memfitnah ini dipraktikkan di merata-rata tempat.
sesungguhnya, FITNAH ini bermulanya daripada hati.
niat seseorang itu, untuk memburukkan orang lain. bukankah niat itu bermula dari hati?
benar?
walhal, semua orang tahu, FITNAH mampu memecahkan silaturahim antara manusia.
bukan itu sahaja,
ia lebih dahsyat daripada melakukan pembunuhan.
pembunuhan itu hanya berlaku antara orang yang dibunuh. dan orang yang telah membunuh.
itu sahaja. selepas dijatuhkan hukuman, ataupun setelah dia taubat dan sebagainya,
berakhirlah ceritanya itu. yang selainnya, antara dia dengan allah swt lah.
namun FITNAH,
mampu melibatkan pelbagai jenis manusia walaupun semuanya tergolong di dalam bangsa atau agama yang serupa.
dosa FITNAH tidak akan selesai sekiranya orang yang memfitnah memohon ampun.
bayangkan mangsa fitnahan anda itu meninggal dunia sebelum sempat anda bertemu dengannya untuk memohon maaf,
adakah anda akan mencarinya di padang mahsyar untuk melakukan demikian?
sanggupkah anda menanggung dosa yang menimbun itu? nauzubillah.
wahai pembaca sekalian,
sekiranya apa yang anda sebarkan itu adalah benar,
ia MENGUMPAT.
jikalau ia tidaklah benar,
ternyata ia merupakan FITNAH.
kedua-duanya mendatangkan dosa bukan?
lantas, jauhkanlah dirimu daripada memfitnah.
sesungguhnya, ia tidak mendatangkan sebarang kebaikan dan faedah.
sebaliknya, ia mengundang dosa.
wallahu'alam.

perkara di atas, tidak mempunyai kaitan dengan hidup saya.
okay. walaupun saya pernah mengalaminya,
*terpulang kpd anda utk menilai sama ada saya yg difitnah atau saya yg memfitnah* -.-
tetapi post ini bukanlah kerana itu.
saya akui, sebagai seorang hamba tuhan, saya dipenuhi dengan pelbagai kekurangan.
namun, ia tidak akan menjadi halangan bagi saya untuk menjadi seorang yang solehah.
mari kita sama-sama mencuba untuk menjauhkan diri daripada memfitnah.
saya tahu, mengumpat itu, memang susah sedikit. taaaaapi, tetap cuba okay?
sekian sahaja.
assalamualaikum.

muslimah sejati.

2009-05-01T09:42:00.005+08:00

Daripada Umm Salamah, isteri Nabi SAW, katanya(di dalam sebuah hadis yang panjang): Aku berkata, “Wahai Rasulullah! Adakah wanita di dunia lebih baik atau bidadari?” Baginda menjawab, “Wanita di dunia lebih baik daripada bidadari sebagaimana yang zahir lebih baik daripada yang batin.” Aku berkata, “Wahai Rasulullah! Bagaimanakah itu?” Baginda menjawab, “Dengan solat, puasa dan ibadat mereka kepada Allah, Allah akan memakaikan muka-muka mereka dengan cahaya dan jasad mereka dengan sutera yang berwarna putih,berpakaian hijau dan berperhiasan kuning….(hingga akhir hadis)” (riwayat al-Tabrani).

Seorang gadis kecil bertanya ayahnya, “Ayah ceritakanlah padaku perihal muslimah sejati?” Si ayah pun menjawab, “Anakku,seorang muslimah sejati bukan dilihat dari kecantikan dan keayuan wajahnya semata-mata.Wajahnya hanyalah satu peranan yang amat kecil,tetapi muslimah sejati dilihat dari kecantikan dan ketulusan hatinya yang tersembunyi. Itulah yang terbaik”. Si ayah terus menyambung, “Muslimah sejati juga tidak dilihat dari bentuk tubuh badannya yang mempersona,tetapi dilihat dari sejauh mana ia menutupi bentuk tubuhnya yang mempersona itu".

"Muslimah sejati bukanlah dilihat dari sebanyak mana kebaikan yang diberikannya ,tetapi dari keikhlasan ketika ia memberikan segala kebaikan itu. Muslimah sejati bukanlah dilihat dari seberapa indah lantunan suaranya tetapi dilihat dari apa yang sering mulutnya bicarakan.Muslimah sejati bukan dilihat dari keahliannya berbahasa,tetapi dilihat dari bagaimana caranya ia berbicara dan berhujah kebenaran". Berdasarkan ayat 31,surah An Nurr,Abdullah Ibnu Abbas dan lain-lainya berpendapat, "Seseorang wanita islam hanya boleh mendedahkan wajah,dua tapak tangan dan cincinnya di hadapan lelaki yang bukan mahram". (As syeikh said hawa di dalam kitabnya Al Asas fit Tasir).“Janganlah perempuan -perempuan itu terlalu lunak dalam berbicara sehingga menghairahkan orang yang ada perasaan dalam hatinya,tetapi ucapkanlah perkataan yang baik-baik”. (surah Al Ahzab:32).

“Lantas apa lagi ayah?”sahut puteri kecil terus ingin tahu. “Ketahuilah muslimah sejati bukan dilihat dari keberaniannya dalam berpakaian grand tetapi dilihat dari sejauh mana ia berani mempertahankan kehormatannya melalui apa yang dipakainya. Muslimah sejati bukan dilihat dari kekhuwatirannya digoda orang di tepi jalanan tetapi dilihat dari kekhuwatirannya dirinyalah yang mengundang orang tergoda".

"Muslimah sejati bukanlah dilihat dari seberapa banyak dan besarnya ujian yang ia jalani tetapi dilihat dari sejauh mana ia menghadapi ujian itu dengan penuh rasa redha dan kehambaan kepada TUHAN nya,dan ia sentiasa bersyukur dengan segala kurniaan yang diberi.Dan ingatlah anakku muslimah sejati bukan dilihat dari sifat mesranya dalam bergaul tetapi dilihat dari sejauh mana ia mampu menjaga kehormatan dirinya dalam bergaul”.

taken frm: http://www.iluvislam.com/v1/readarticle.php?article_id=1558

i still have a looooooooooooooong way t go. insha allah. one day.

syukur.

2009-04-30T20:52:00.001+08:00

NSRLHQ

2009-04-28T21:37:00.002+08:00

NASRULHAQ

2009-04-27T20:15:00.001+08:00

i hate school.
and im tired of life.

317.

2009-04-19T14:42:00.004+08:00

hello humans.
okay. nothing much t update actually.
like usual lah kans.
haha.
anws, poly kids are starting school tmr i think.
enough of rotting at home. Lol.

okay. moving on.
tuition was fine.
for th first time, th session ended like 2omins earlier.
so, i talked t paul about GP and stuffs.
for th next session,
i will have t bring a journal in.
with an essay completed.
cause he wants t check on my weakness for essay.
haish.
im weak in everything seh. -.-

and oh, since i was wearing my religious schl's uni,
we talked abt full time madr in spore.
and paul was like, giving some remarks/comments abt th presence of madr.
how they should focus more on academic instead. blahblah.
which, i tried t refute,
but i cant seem t do so cause im unsure abt th system in full time madr.
whatever paul.
religious studies ARE equally impt as academic. -.-

alrights. tons of tutorials waiting.
salams!

DIKIR.

2009-04-17T22:04:00.003+08:00

SALAMS!
haha. okay.
im tireeed. ohwells.
i bet there's more kids out there who are equally tired as me.
or, they're facing more hell than i do.
gosh. ignore th hell. not relevant at all.
anyways, dikir pract was sungguh tiring.
cause im unable t sit srikandi.
and damn. it sucks yawh.
plus, its not that i dont want t sit srikandi.
its, i cant.
due t th bandage on my left knee.
so, for some ppl who love t make sungguh tk perlu comments,
do ask before talking.
its th basic courtesy and respect that everyone should have.
infact, its a must. in order t receive th respect frm others as well.
inilah orang melayu.
kalau perangai masih mcm gini,
sampai biler pun melayu tk maju.

on a better note,
im happy with th ragams for th first part of juare.
yeahyeah.
practise makes perfect.
so, AYUNAN DEWI! lets do our very best for our upcoming sessions okay!
(:

kaybye.

.

2009-04-15T19:38:00.001+08:00

this blog looks dead.
HAHAHA.
okaybye.

allah.

2009-04-10T22:56:00.005+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Ya Allah Ya Rabb
Hanya kepada-Mu cintaku
Kepada-Mu aku menuju
Harapanku tertumpu pada-Mu
Tujuanku membawaku ke hadapan-Mu
Keinginanku pada apa yang ada di sisi-Mu
Kepada-Mu aku benar-benar berharap
Dan dengan cinta-Mu aku terhibur
Jiwaku tenteram dengan munajat-Mu
Kepada-Mu kuserahkan diriku ya Allah

ya allah,
sekiranya aku jatuh cinta,
maka jatuhkanlah cintaku pada seseorang,
yang melabuhkan cintanya padamu,
agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk mencintaimu.

amin.

'Yes, I love Allah.
Allah is my fountain of Life and My Savior.
Allah keeps me going day and night.
Without Allah, I am no one.
But with Allah, I can do everything.
Allah is my strength.'

2009-04-09T22:59:00.001+08:00

:)

2009-04-09T17:27:00.002+08:00

IM PROUD OF MYSELF.
yeaaaah. HAHA.
cause why?
IVE DONATED MY BLOOD TODAY!
awww. baik kan aku?
haha. okay. infact, not only me.
syamil, hazimah, zahirah as well.
&zuhairi, for just being there. Lolzxzzx.
okay. what else eh?
haha. hmm.
nothing lah actually.
except that i'll be having tuition later.
GOSH.
aku malas nk buat th homework he gave.
soooo, too bad. :D
I CANT WAIT FOR MANIFEST.
AYUNAN DEWI! yok yok kite semangat t th maaax!
haha. amcm? encouraging tak? Lol.
okay. my post is getting too wordy.
and it'll bore people.
pdhal tak ah. i knw. HAHA.
BYE!

wanita.

2009-04-08T22:21:00.006+08:00

Allah s.w.t berfirman:

"Ketika Aku menciptakan seorang wanita, ia diharuskan untuk menjadi seorang yang istimewa. Aku membuat bahunya cukup kuat untuk menopang dunia; namun, harus cukup lembut untuk memberikan kenyamanan."

"Aku memberikannya kekuatan dari dalam untuk mampu melahirkan anak dan menerima penolakan yang seringkali datang dari anak-anaknya."

"Aku memberinya kekerasan untuk membuatnya tetap tegar ketika orang-orang lain menyerah, dan mengasuh keluarganya dengan penderitaan dan kelelahan tanpa mengeluh."

"Aku memberinya kepekaan untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam setiap keadaan, bahkan ketika anaknya bersikap sangat menyakiti hatinya."

"Aku memberinya kekuatan untuk mendukung suaminya dalam kegagalannya dan melengkapi dengan tulang rusuk suaminya untuk melindungi hatinya."

"Aku memberinya kebijaksanaan untuk mengetahui bahwa seorang suami yang baik takkan pernah menyakiti isterinya, tetapi kadang menguji kekuatannya dan ketetapan hatinya untuk berada disisi suaminya tanpa ragu."

"Dan akhirnya, Aku memberinya air mata untuk dititiskan. Ini adalah khusus miliknya untuk digunakan bilapun ia perlukan."

"Kecantikan seorang wanita bukanlah dari pakaian yang dikenakannya, susuk yang ia tampilkan, atau bagaimana ia menyisir rambutnya.Kecantikan seorang wanita harus dilihat dari matanya, kerana itulah pintu hatinya, tempat dimana cinta itu ada."

ingat, setiap wanita itu cantik.

2009-04-06T22:14:00.002+08:00

people,
lets go AWWWWW.
why eh?
cause, ERRAY aka BUDAK KECIK, miss me aah seh!
haha. infact, i think hykal they all miss me too.
*okay. thats not needed. haha. what a statement.*
yeah. im so sorry hunnehs.
horrible friend i am, but, i cant seem t find th time t meet you guys up ah.
nk balik pei hwa pun, tk sempat.
&i pity YJ th most ah.
ish. i felt like i ditched her sia.
gosh. im so sorry twin. -.-

aaaand,
sufyan adams @ FEE, texted me just now eh! hahaha.
i feel so honoured. pdhal tak ah.
if you miss someone calling you fee, text me okay.
cause aku tau, im th only kid who calls you by that name.
yayness!

lastly,
alhamdulillah. i passed my maths and econs tests.
although not very well, but still,
i passed.
and so, i'll work harder and make sure i give my best for th future tests.
AZAM AKU ah! amcm? hahah.

okaydahbye yeah!

EGO.

2009-04-05T15:14:00.004+08:00

"ego is cleverness to hide ignorance and obscures clarity."

due to ego, an individual will resort to doing something that will affect everyone else around him in a negative manner so that he can feel better about his ownself. please eh. twisting and turning around th facts doesnt prove that you are wiser than th people around you. it only shows how smart you are in trying t fool people but still, you forgot that some others are figuring out th real YOU.

characteristics:

- believe that they are always correct.

- arrogance.

- inability to see where they may be wrong.

- believe that things revolve around them.

(i agree. ppl may be talking abt somebody else and there you are thinking that th topic was about you.)

- believe that they are the best.

(its beneficial t have a high self esteem. but pls, DO NOT think too highly of yourself.)

- looking down on others, in the way that they put others down to lift up themselves.

so, are you an ego maniac?

OFF.

2009-04-05T11:02:00.003+08:00

السلام عليكم

i have decided not to put my blog on hiatus!

haha. yeah. whats th point kans.

i'll ended up missing my blog more.

and, ive changed my blog song.

yeah. duh.

anws,

lucky lucky that mr nabil is okay.

cause irah was like,

eh. nabil tk pernah tk reply aku.

yeah. &yest, he didnt reply me as well when i tegur him online.

syukur, kau online nari eh.

and, thanks for th video that your gave me.

th url of th video i mean.

i felt so much better.

infact, i feel so alive. haha.

i can smile. and smile. and smile more.

gosh. kwn yang mcm gini, satu dlm seribu. haha.

eh no. two in a million.

i cannot miss irah out. nnti die marah aku.

and oh.

what th hamba allah said was true.

cause why?

ehem texted me this morning and said,

it was all fake. i was waiting for your reactions je.

kay. thanks eh.

tkde impact pun. haha.

oh. up t YOU, t infer which ehem im talking abt.

okaay. and, just got t knw frm granny,

one of th tengkus is getting married on 25th april.

hohoho. dah lame aku tk g majlis perkahwinan.

alrights.

off for tuition now.

gaaaah!

QASEH.

xx

2009-04-03T20:34:00.004+08:00

dah name nye lelaki,

perangai smue same.

tk kesah lah.

yang pernah kate setie ke,

yang pernah kate semati ke.

akhirnye,

perangai tetap akan berubah.

lumrah manusia kan?

tak pernah berpegang pade janji.

hari nih, kate lain.

bsok lusa, janji dilupekan.

seandainya tidak pernah dimaksudkan begitu,

usahlah beriye-iye sangat.

jangan biarkan harapan org lain menggunung.

klau syg, kate syg.

klau tak, kate tak.

jgn biarkan seseorang menunggu tanpa kepastian.

sesungguhnye,

jgn lari dari kebenaran.

x

2009-04-01T21:23:00.003+08:00

1st April today.
school started on 2nd Feb.
close t two months aye.
&within these two mths,
alot of stuffs happened.
can i say, mostly sungguh th not good stuffs?
okay.

&so, ayunan dewi's performance was good overall.
but for my juare part,
i screwed it up ahh ehh.
easty story, it wasnt satisfying at all.

&&, some hamba allah texted me just now.
so, this short message is for you.

im glad that you've moved on from th past.

im happy that you've found the right girl for now.

treasure her well. cause she's your happiness.

and thanks for reminding me t search for my own happiness as well eh.

fate isnt on my side now.

whatever it is,

your happiness equates t mine too.

thankyou for everything.

2009-03-28T21:09:00.004+08:00

salams.

anws, was listening t th radio,
when irwansyah's song (idk whether new or not ah),
was being played.
titled, camelia.

seriously ah eh.
when i heard th lyrics kaan,
i dont like th song alrdy. -.-
gosh.

Camelia maafkanlah aku

Karena ku tak bisa temani tidurmu

Camelia lupakanlah aku

Jangan pernah lagi kau temui aku

Kau wanita terhebat

Yang pernah singgah di hatiku

Kau wanita yang tegar

Aku mohon lupakan aku

Sudahlah jangan menangis lagi

Ku rasa cukup sampai di sini

Mungkin di suatu saat nanti

Kau temui cinta yang sejati

Sudah cepat lupakanlah aku

Jangan pernah ungkit masa lalu

Ku takut kekasihku pun tahu

Kau pernah menjadi simpananku

Camelia

even though its only a song,
it is happening in real life okay.
two things here,
its either th girl is dumb.
or guys are mostly all th same.
perangai. -.-

;

2009-03-27T22:08:00.003+08:00

SALAMS!
sesungguhnye,
saye sungguh kepenatan.
i want t sleep alrdy seyh.
haiyo.
however, since i have t wait for that certain someone t be online,
i'll have t stay awake till 1o plus.
alamaaak. cmne nih.
entah boley tahan ke tak ah.

anws, dikir was fine. haha.
i have no idea how my voice was like.
i think like a toad ah eh.
merdu kaaaan? heeh. kay. stop it.
what else.
oh.
left with maths profiling test only.
and i can see myself going for remedials.
which, i dont mind ah.

daaaamn ah eh.
im super sleepy alrdy.
dah ah.
aku rase, aku tdo je.
kay. selamatzxzxz.

xxx

CONVO.

2009-03-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

nabil - exhaustion of the mind says (9:20 PM):
lol
sng2..suruh dier nyanyi live bsk kn sng
joking2!

syirain. says (9:21 PM):
kau suro ah. suare dier kan mcm emas.
nk dgr nyanyi peh susah.
mcm suare pmpn ah kire. aurat. -.-

nabil - exhaustion of the mind says (9:21 PM):
hahah..LMAO!
kutuk...tkde maintanence
lol

SCHL.

2009-03-24T04:57:00.005+08:00

ive decided, that i will continue t update my blog as per normal.
&, i can foresee that i'll be failing my tests like nobody business.
despite th hours that i spent studying,
i guess it wasnt enough. yeah.
so, whatever ah eh.
oh. i learnt a new word today.

أفتقدك
word of th day. haha. no lah. i just learnt it.
kay, bye.